2 more days and Carole and I have been married for 15 years

What can I say. It has had its up and downs. We have had our good days and bad ones too. We have cried happy tears and sad tears and just because ones too. Most people know how we got together but for the ones who dont know I will sum it up. The very first time I seen Carole she was working for her grandmother and mother at a security co. I had worked for them for a while. I was with Lisa my x, I had quit my job so Lisa and I could move to Texas. I stoped by the office to pick up my last check and that is when I seen her for the first time, I had my daughter in my arms, I seen Caroles eyes they had a sparkle in them. I knew at that moment there was something their but not like that.  A few months past and some how Carole and I were together. She Had Joshua he was 8 months old. We got married in Reno Nv on May 12 1996 mothers day. On that day I seen the same eyes with a sparkle. I knew at that moment there was something their but not like that. All 14 .5 years past I seen that sparkle in her eyes and right now as she is fighting for her life I see her in so much pain she looks up at me and cries  it hurts so bad my head hurts, I tell her I cant give her no more medicine  I hold her hand and pray to god to please take her pain away and look in her eyes and see that sparkle and I know at that moment its like that. I cant take the pain away from her. I can just sit and cry. Tell her its going to be ok. Every day it gets harder ,This sucks bad. I hate this so much.

 

4 Responses to “2 more days and Carole and I have been married for 15 years”

  1. Carol Bunyard says:

    All of you are very much in my thoughts. My heart is aching for you.

  2. cathy says:

    I REMEMBER THAT DAY IT WAS CRAZY WE HAD BASEBALL THEN SWIMMING THEN BBQ ALL SUN BURNED AND YOU SAID JOE AND I SHOULD GET MARRIED WITH YOU GUYS AND WE DID

  3. Jan Risner says:

    I have you all in my prayers! I can only imagine your feelings right now! Just Give her all the Love you have for now and tell her we love you all and are praying for a miracle!
    hugs
    Jan

  4. Maggie Gean says:

    I grieve so much for all of you, know this long and pain filled battle has challenged all of you. you stay in my prayers and thoughts daily, maggie

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